last paper tomorrow morning and im totally not prepared. to make things worse, i ate a bad dinner and tummy is not being very friendly. argh~ and im not in a good mood. so much for looking forward to taiwan. sigh* i really dont want to spoil the trip.. its miserable feeling ill and alone at home. doggy's at Anderson's place for the week, mom and dad are in macau...its just me and my trusty macbook.. i still go wow at her cool graphics and funky animations.
doing some packing for taiwan to distract me from the moodiness, and just so happens that all but one of my watches are out of battery. i really must have left them there for the longest time since i dont wear watches normally.. i really should cause they are all pretty watches.. must show them off instead of keeping them in the dark. hehe.. and i think i didnt overpack my luggage this time! so proud of myself. haha still got space for shopping! and i also cleared my wardrobe a few days ago, out with the old, in with the new =D
hmm.. graduation is within arm's reach but so afraid that some hiccup like a failed module will hold everything back.. *crosses fingers* i am looking forward to going back to perth with my family to attend my convocation and seeing my friends again. i cant wait to put this chapter of my life behind me..it has been long and ardous and tough.. out with the old, in with the new
been listening to old songs lately and i particularly like this one from Anita Mui.. she sang this during the last concert before she died. she was wearing this long dress and walked up the stairs and waved goodbye to the audience.. it was a pretty touching moment. she knew she was going to die and it would be her last performance.. it was like waving goodbye to the world and walking up the steps to heaven..
夕阳之歌 - 梅艳芳
斜阳无限 无奈只一息间灿烂
随云霞渐散 逝去的光彩不复还
迟迟年月 难耐这一生的变幻
如浮云聚散 缠结这沧桑的倦颜
漫长路 骤觉光阴退减
欢欣总短暂未再返
哪个看透我梦想是平淡
曾遇上几多风雨翻 编织我交错梦幻
曾遇你真心的臂弯 伴我走过患难
奔波中心灰意淡 路上纷扰波折再一弯
一天想到归去但已晚
啊 天生孤单的我心暗淡
路上风霜哭笑再一弯
一天想 想到归去但已晚
anyhoo, i should hit my notes and stuff whatever i can into my brain. Shall blog about Taiwan when i get back and hope we'll take lots of pictures.. haha.. dwin will be the one snapping pictures.. im always too lazy to take out my camera. It should be a good graduation trip and a great christmas after too! Meeting up with old friends, going for concerts.. wee~!